I loved to;

Drink, smoke, party hard, chase romance, starve, purge, gluttonously over eat, lie, cheat and over spend and believed this was heaven but it became my hell.

I did all these things to regulate a very agitated, uneasy, restless mind, heart and body.

My beautiful mind, heart and body was disturbed because growing up no one knew my neurology.

Not me.

Nor my family.

Teachers or the professionals.

I went right under the radar.

And my mind and body was a mess.

I lived like the mess I was inside.

And over many years.

I worked it out.

Continue to work 'it' out.

What my mind and body needs to be and thrive

And the hell I lived, as described, I live no more.

Thanks to my neurology that gave birth to a child with the same.

Who showed me a new and marvellous way

To Love

To Trust

To Revel

And Lead

In our autism/neurodivergence xx

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