I loved to;

Drink, smoke, party hard, chase romance, starve, purge, gluttonously over eat, lie, cheat and over spend and believed this was heaven but it became my hell.

I did all these things to regulate a very agitated, uneasy, restless mind, heart and body.

My beautiful mind, heart and body was disturbed because growing up no one knew my neurology.

Not me.

Nor my family.

Teachers or the professionals.

I went right under the radar.

And my mind and body was a mess.

I lived like the mess I was inside.

And over many years.

I worked it out.

Continue to work 'it' out.

What my mind and body needs to be and thrive

And the hell I lived, as described, I live no more.

Thanks to my neurology that gave birth to a child with the same.

Who showed me a new and marvellous way

To Love

To Trust

To Revel

And Lead

In our autism/neurodivergence xx

#Roarheart #FAN #Feminine and neurodiverse #Actually autistic #Autually autistic adult #Neurodiverse #Neurowonderful #asd #Autism acceptance #Love trust revel & lead #Autism #neurodivergence #Autistic addiction #Addiction regulation #Regulation

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​We acknowledge our indigenous and LBGTQ2IA+ Neurodivergent Autistic humans.


We use identity-first language, "I am autistic", as opposed to "I'm a person with autism", reflecting Autism at the core of our identity, that Autism is a Spectrum, a part of neurodivergence and not a disorder. We radically embrace and celebrate neurodivergence.


Authoritarian and conforming learning and approaches such as ABA or Applied Behaviour Analysis, treatment or cures, ableism or functioning labels are harmful to our neurodivergent neurobiologies.




ROARHEART™ makes no recommendations nor has any opinions about or is responsible for the content or deficit language of neurodivergence on sites and links that are external to ROARHEART™. The language that describes neurodivergent neurologies and life experiences as disordered, defective or that to be "fixed, changed and cured" is offensive and harmful to FAN and their child.

It is strongly recommended that medical, psychiatric and other therapeutic advice or treatment can only be given by suitably trained and accredited professionals. ROARHEART™ is not a substitute either inferred or directly to replace any form of treatment participants are currently engaged in. We further suggest that prior to making any changes to current treatment participants discuss this with the practitioner that prescribed the treatment or at least get a second opinion from a suitably qualified and accredited clinician. We cannot do this we are not qualified.

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